Well the time has come. This point was inevitable, and while
at times I may have been looking forward to, right now I am dreading it. I
can’t believe I’m leaving in barely over a week, and our last week we will be
on our last excursion.
As an earlier Blog post detailed how during my time here in
Kenya I have adopted the name Peter. Peter is actually my middle name, and of
high significance to me, but I never have gone by it, until this semester. With
Wyatt being a challenge to pronounce and explain to most people, I just revert
to saying my name is Peter. Back home I have, and always will go by Wyatt.
Individuals who work with study abroad programs always say
that in their experience the hardest part for students is returning home. Many
students say that they are a different person after study abroad, but I don’t
like this narrative. I like to think that I am not a different person but someone who has grown from the experiences I
have had. I am returning home to family, friends, classmates, and mentors who
have followed my blog but haven’t experienced the same things I have, and only
so much can be conveyed through writing. Having grown professionally,
personally, emotionally, and any other way you could imagine, returning home to
an environment where few individuals know or even understand what I experienced
I expect to be quite the challenge.
This semester I have solidified my career goals, expanded my
academic knowledge learned a bit of a new language, learned and adapted to a new
culture, learned to cook new foods, made countless friends I have to leave
behind, travelled across Kenya, and generally grew as a member of our global
society. All of these experiences have certainly made me grow as a person, but
it’s hard to explain the experience
Now, as the time approaches to go home I realize that I am
returning to an environment that ‘Wyatt’ left. But I am returning months later
after these experiences as ‘Peter’.
Since first really looking at this semester in-depth, back
in June, during my Intro to Study Abroad Class with Dr. Blake Bennett, my
leading question has always been “how can I make this semester mean something,
and continue using these experiences beyond my time here in Kenya and my time
in school?” I don’t want this experience to end as soon as I am back to
“Wyatt”.
Here is how I am framing this “coming home experience”:
‘Peter’ will always be a part of me, even though I am back to the ‘Wyatt’ side
of experiences the memories here will always share a special part of me.
I will always be ‘Wyatt Peter’, never just ‘Wyatt’ and never
just ‘Peter’. At times, these experiences may fall back and not be on the
forefront of my mind (like our middle names) but they will always be there to
make me who I am.
Maybe one day I will return as “Dr. Wyatt Peter”. Using what
I learned here to shape my future and push me to work harder, and using my
education in the coming years to allow me to make an even larger impact one
day.
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